It's safe to say I'm torn.
For every moment missed, for every word unsaid, I've learned enough. Still every inch of my body feels ill and unprepared.
As the pendulum swings I swim between the peaks
Try to give it all, run to shape my highs
disintegrate in whole, bursting up in flames,
Just for the cause.
‘I have to make a change’ carved into my chest, when the best I can do is try to stay afloat.
How can I move mountains with these crippled limbs?
Tell me how I can abandon this.
Some days I embrace the pettiness that's me, swallow and ignore.
Responsibility is nothing but a word in a foreign tongue I’m willing to forget.
Catch me smile as you are passing by. Everyone seems to have find their way and soon will I.
With arms held high I think I’m alright.